The internet taught me about sex three years ago.

But I still don't understand sexuality.

... I guess mostly just mine.

The Bible never explained any of this.
So as a perfectly good "church kid," what am I left with?

Now what?

Some days I think about it.
And I'm sad.
And I wonder if I'd be happier if I weren't so queer.
...And I wonder if they miss me.

But more than anything, I wish my mom would stop worrying.